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This is something I found on line and it really spoke to me.


I'm not weak, nor am I incapable of controlling my own life; I simply chose not to.

I have found a better way, a safer and gentler way, for me to live my life. I've entrusted my care and well-being to the hands of another, my Dominant. In doing so, He has become all things to me: my protector, care-giver, lover, teacher and my master.

I look ...

This is another poem I found online. I think it is a perfect example of what a D/s relationship should be.


The Kite




My Master has a passion in his life,
a treasure,
a joy.
His passion is his kite.
His kite is me.
I fly for my Master.

I stand on the wind, still, barely moving, glorying in my strength, my composure, my ability, in the heights I have ...

I am sorry

greetings A/all the brave souls who read my words. Was sitting in the sun relaxing today (oh how i love having summer lol) and thinking about life. Not life in a minute detail, but life as a whole. i have always endeavoured to live by some wise words from a movie i saw when very young, Dead Poets Society. And i quote.........."I went to the woods because i wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deeply and suck out the marrow of life, and not when i come to die, find that i had not lived". ...

I am sorry

I am sorry

I am sorry

Tonight as i sit here, unable to sleep once more i find myself in a thinking mode (always a problem lol). i spent the majority of the evening on the phone with a beloved friend of mine and i ended up wondering why it is that we choose the people we do in our lives. You see her and i are polar opposites on everything. We are both the same age. She is straight, i am not, she is naive and innocent, i am not, she is vanilla, i am not, she is a virgin, and despite my claims to the contrary, i must confess ...

Greetings and welcome to my evening. As i sit here writing i am not even sure what is going to come out, teehee, but is that not the simple pleasure in writing!?!

Today has been a funny day. my Beloved One and i spent time together in a very light hearted fun way. How grateful am i that there is no pressure to be the silent sub type lol. i am a talker, and apart from duct tape or a gag, there is no cure lol, and i am just fine with that!

Thought i might paint a picture ...

So i get in the car after a loooonnnng day of working. He's had a long one today too, i can tell.

"i have a surprise for You."

"Oh?"

"Mmmmhmmm." i nod and slip into the passenger seat. He shuts His door and looks over to me.

"Well...?"

In response, i inch up my grey gabardine wool skirt (Gap, tyvm) and tug aside my panties: i'm shaved clean, not even the landing strip is left.

"Oh... you're going to let Me ...