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My Master Lurid has given me the assignment of writing a blog entry on tonight's activities.
Sir came online, and after the usual pleasantries, he directed me to get out my toy box and get out my vibrator. Which it wasnt in my toybox, after looking around i began to feel frustrated. I was then directed to find an alternative item a hairbrush. My hairbrush has about a 5" handle, with hard bristles with little nobs on the end of each bristle. I was directed to rub the handle up and down ...

Life is funny is it not? You take things for granted.... family, friends, lovers - the list is endless. Things plod along, and then BANG... something happens to change your life - perhaps forever. Life is suddenly different - you have everything you ever wanted - you have someone you trust, who promises to look after you, cherish you, treat you with the respect that you long for. When you find that perhaps things arent as you hoped its hard isnt it. To put into perspective your feelings for ...

It's been said many times that I have a huge ego. Women and men have told me that I can't fit in the room with my ego, reminding me frequently of how much I like my ego to be stroked.

Now, I will be the first to admit that I have a big ego, though I would never say I have a huge ego...just bigger than most.

As for enjoying having my ego stroked...I can't deny that. I love having my ego stroked. There are few things as satisfying as a well-stroked ego.
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to the silent depts
chained and moored
once again
my home

i do not have the right to feel this way........

i do not have the right to these tears......


and that...deepens the sadness even more.........

i can not even describe how sad i am right now...

the program we watched.....listening to the reasons......and the tears welling.....and holding them back....the cry of pain and anger.....choking in my throat........


the this morning...

the dammed if you do or dont options i have right now..

i may not hang up...because that is wrong

and i may not talk..because that is wrong as well......

I have a tool box at home. It is fully loaded with various wrenches, screw drivers, hammers, pliers, oil filter wrenches, ratchet sets of varying size and other weapons of mass destruction.

In another tool box I have a drill. The drill is a cordless rechargeable drill with two batteries, a charger and has two screw driver bits clipped to it's base so I can interchange them quite quickly. Within that tool box I have two cases of drill bits. One case has metal/wood bits and the other ...

Training a pretty girl as a slave is an art…

I have writen previously about a single sleeve glove.

Only a woman who has worn one can acuractly describe it.

First you have to grab her,,,

That is up to you;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

Then you have to quote “cuff her”

Once a woman is in in your captity, owning a woman is about basics…

Here is how you do it…

Initial training for a slave girl ...

Crystalline purity
Clinging to barren branches
Alluring
Deadly but beautiful
Beware the falling ice
I cover my eyes
And
Mourn

why must everything i want and need....be impossible???

After asking her dad and step-dad, I proposed to jezabel on Saturday and she said 'YES' so we are now planning to get married next year.

(The only time I will ever kneel at my subs feet instead of her kneeling at mine - lol)