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So this morning I have been asking myself why someone who doesn't like sex and has a low sex drive is so interested in BDSM. My friend (MF) hypothesized that it is not that I dislike sex, but rather the way in which I have been taught to see sex. Growing up in a nation that pretends to be Christian has produced two types of people: obedient and rebellious. As a child and teenager, I was the obedient type, mostly, but as an adult I grow more and more rebellious. If mainstream society wants it...I ...

We all know people, especially women, who always seem to be victimized. They constantly have a sad story about someone, a loved one, or even a stranger that has taken advantage of them. At some point, you have to wonder, is this person really that unfortunate, or is it possible that they have chosen to put themselves in positions where they can be taken advantage of over and over? I truly believe our destiny is our own to design. If you live your life making choices that ultimately end up with you ...

I'm going to preface this blog with one fact: I went pants shopping today. I hate pants shopping.

Self-esteem is a bitch. And I'm working on building mine up, but it's a bit of a process. Due to a couple of hormonal conditions (now medicated), I gained a lot of weight in a short period and I'm still trying to come to terms with my new figure. My new mantra seems to be "curves are sexy, curves are sexy".

Also, I'm going through a huge transition. I'm re-figuring ...

man i guess my account isnt at the level everyone else's is any suggestions any takers anyone want to be friends

I hate journaling and I hate revealing my feelings, but I have reached a point in my life where I need somewhere to cataloge my thoughts without fear of retribution, and at home is just not the place.

Two weeks ago I started to spend more time with a friend of mine which reminds me so much of a best friend I had many years ago. I instantly am at ease when I am around him, and like nothing more than to cuddle up in his embrace. I am not sexually attracted to him at first glance, ...

Together we step out of the isolation chamber and with my arm still around her shoulders, I guide her over to a small cabinet near the shower.

She turns her head as I guide her to the door and she stares wantonly at me. I glance at her and next Pretty girl rubs her bare upper torso against me while looking up at me hopefully with big doe like eyes.

Without warning I reach for the strap around her elbows and tightly compress them together to two inches apart as she ...

:wave: Aloha all... who choose to flatter me by reading these few wards. I am no writer I am afraid but I hope you enjoy non the less.

I hope to cover all sorts of 'stuff' that resides in my head. Both Dom stuff and just the day to to day. There is a hell of a lot of flotsam and jetsam in that old Dragon head of mine.

To start with 'Aloha'. Many comment on my choice of greeting and ask why I use as my cold sorry ass and my heart are in Scotland and not the islands. ...

This blog is written for my truly wonderful Master, Master Nikon.

You came into my life when i least expected it. I was feeling lost and empty, not sure if i could give myself to another. You reached out to me and i gladly took your hand. You showed me i was worthy, you showed me how to express the need inside of me. You took away my hurt and pain and replaced it with hope, belief and desire.
I love the way you have turned me on to so many things i would never have considered ...

Cracked

I perched upon a shaky wall
and pondered briefly, should I fall
the protective membrane around my heart
would surely shatter all apart.
and all the kings horses and all the kings men
would never piece me back together again.
I quickly peeked over the edge
and jumped from the safety of my ledge.
Motionless, lying brokenly
the pieces, all thats left of me.

As I was listening to the radio, I tune into the Neal Boortz radio talk show and he mentioned something which I found disturbing and will even make mention of it here.

http://boortz.com/nealz_nuze/2008/11...t-elected.html

HOW OBAMA GOT ELECTED
By Neal Boortz @ November 19, 2008 8:26 AM Permalink | Comments (40) | TrackBacks (0)
Now that the election is over, this report by John Ziegler is making some waves. Maybe because it exposes some of the

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