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Today I have reached a place that I thought would be beyond me right now. It has not been easy, I make myself get up everyday instead of curling into a ball and giving up. In the past days, I have heard from people I only know in passing and some I know very well...dear friends of my heart. But I can say this about all of them...they uplifted my spirit and gently helped my heart to find some peace.

I feel a certain sadness that the world outside this lifestyle doesn't know the generous, ...

My dear friends,
I cannot explain what the outpouring of support and love has meant to me these past days. It is not an easy road I have ahead of me, it will take me a long time to put back together everything that is broken. But I have hope, hope given to me by my sister's, my friends, and even those I don't know but in passing....it has touched me to my soul and tenderly scooped up several pieces of my shredded heart ...placing them back where they belong. I am not trying to make this ...

I was sooooo new when I came to this site, lost and wondering about all the things I had inside me all my life. I felt like a little kid, wide eyed and naive of all that happens in the world. This site has been extremely good to me....and for me. But now it has torn me asunder, I am adrift without my udder. I know this to shall pass as all things do in life, but I do not know how long it will take.....
I am broken to so many pieces I cannot collect them all. I didn't know I could ...