believeinme

NO it isnt time

"Its getting close for me to stand on my own two feet.....give this all away. My time is running out....the thrill of me is becoming stale."

No..You still have much to show...Much to explain...So very much to still teach...

"I just cant stand the memory of being subjected to menial tasks while another lay in my others mind and heart. Cruel games, who won?..... "

You did...You won...

You know my ability to give pain....Well latelly I have given pain on a scale that has even surpassed my belief...Pain so huge it is a travesty....It can only be called one thing...Obscene...and I cant take it back....I wish I could....

as a slave who has stood in ones shoes, * a tear drops down my cheek * but I look up at ones dom and sees him suffer that which he inflicts , I see pain and pleasure , the pleasure is the love he has for his slave , the pain a deeper one than ever intended . I hope arms open and one can forgive for strong she has grown but a slave who give her all , is a true slave who in her all always always lovers her Master .

heavy hearted as i walk out the door , thinking a slipping to ones knees and a hand entwined in her hair , is worth the saving