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Em,

Thanks for dropping me a message to say hello. I have been feeling isolated and lonely as of late, when it comes to THIS. This month marks a year since Misty/Sunshine has passed away. Much I have dealt with and I try to be at peace with. However, when I come here, I find little desire to chat, little desire to find someone to replace her, but I want to fulfill my desires. Conflicted is how I feel. Emotionally tired...I linger in her shadow with an ever present tear that lies just behind my eyes that marks her passing. My grief is gone, but I hurt and can find no solace. I wish I could take comfort in the arms of someone....a friend that I have made already here as I don't desire to make new friends. Does any of this make sense?

Hello eme,
*smiles* i keep missing you in chat it seems,i hope your well and happy,i think of you my friend...i started school,so less time to chat..
but i hope to see you soon
shy

Heya. Well I'm a bit slack seeing as another weekend is upon us. This one will be good I think, inspecting a couple of houses for the second time, preparing to make an offer. Exciting!

Hi EM

I didn't even know I got a message. Thought something looked funny on the site and looked at it. Hope you are doing well. You are always welcome to drop in.

Rook

*hugs*

Hey hun thought i would stop by and say hello. I miss talking to you. Hope you are well.

*hugs* ss

Hi em, dropping in to wish you a great day.

jumps on you page ...just to leave you tender kisses!!!

you mean the world to me

smiles.. life is like a tightrope act isnt it.. always balancing hoping not to sway too far one way or the other.. too cautious.. and nearly tumble.. so throwing caution to the wind.. but reach too far.. too untrusting.. taking a deep breath and places trust in others.... sways precariously holding others at arms length.. so opening arms to let them in.. overbalancing, tumbling through the air to lay dazed on the ground... i firmly believe that when life gives you lemons.. you need to either make lemonade.. or find the tequilla.. hangs a sign.. closed until further notice.. ON VACATION..oh if you need me.. ill hear you.. leave a message.. smiles.. and take special care.. xxx

Thank you, and I hope that I do also.

I enjoyed it very much myself, I look forward to doing it again soon. tc Kuve