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Mirage: I would be happy to help plan a session for you, it would be fun. What we need to do is contact each other by email, so that this will be between you and I. One of the first things you want to concentrate on is denial, not on permenent basis, as I see there is a mutal feeling between both of you. Let us say That a session is planned for a weekend, you give him a routine to follow, something like jacking off himself to almost release, but not cuming he has to do this eight times a day for a week before the start of the session. You also need to find a way to tie his cock and balls, so that it makes it harder for him to even get to the point of release. Leaving him in this way, for the week until your session starts, will build up his cum, until his balls swell, and retain all that cum. Now this is discomforting and a little painfull, but nothing to worry about.

Write me and we can carry this on, with tools you will need, and the words to put him in his place. The clothes that you will wear and the style of your demeanor.

Will look forward to you mail.

Mistress H

Thank you very much, i do think that this site is very helpfull. You guys are all great. lots of support. I do however feel much better. im moving on. if i do find a Dom good, if not ill just find a good vanilla companion. this experience did help me to know myself a lot better, and helped me understand why i was reacting the way i was with men. everything happens for a reason. Now i just have to figure out if ill ever be able to fulfill my most inner secret needs. if not well ill just have to learn to live with it.

Mirage:

I Do Not Post A Lot Here On The Forum, But Do Know How You Feel, And Some Of What You May Feel. Icey, Tom, And The Rest All Mean Well, And Can Offer Some Well Earned Advice. Mine If Of No Importance. If You Would Like A Friend To Chat With Or Seek Some Advice, Feel Free To Im Me On Yahoo, Or Pm Me Here.

Mistress H