Every Dom must have a price…surely?

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Originally Posted by HisandHisOnly

Tell me have you ever actually broken into where he keeps your dildo used it then put it back or did you get caught? We both are tortured souls, lol.

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Couldn't possibly answer that, on the grounds that it might incriminate me :d

What sort of punishment does he prefer?

I learnt quite early on in our relationship that I wasn’t that good with pain. Yeah, I love the cane and I can put up with a clamp here and there but I can't cope with pain for any length of time. What I really get off on is the denial thing, (no surprises there, I guess) whether it be orgasm denial, loss of use of my hands or complete lock down. But, if pain is involved I know there’s a serious lesson to be learnt and I’ll learn it pretty damned quick ;)

Fortunately, he likes the way I behave - he enjoys my compliance and what I'm prepared to do for him - when I'm being denied my own pleasure.

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Originally Posted by Isabella King

Couldn't possibly answer that, on the grounds that it might incriminate me :d

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hahahahahahahahaha no comment.

are you asking me what kind of punishment my master does to me? lately it has been only anal sex and if i have done something really wrong like fail a course then he isn't gentle. When he saids i am at zero points and i don't get treated well that means it will be blow jobs and anal sex cause i want regular sex but i must earn it. He has threatened if i pick up a cigarette he will put cigarette burns on my ass, it depends on what i have done. Also i use to self abuse and he said he he ever caught scare on my body i would have a needle go through my nipples.. i know he means well and that is why i don't do either or those two activities. We are kinda new to the whole BDSM thing so we are trying out different things.

Haha! Our men truly did graduate with identical honours. Mine doesn’t use anal and oral as a punishment but it is all I get – and has been that way for the last ten years. I suppose giving up vaginal sex was my act of ultimate submission to him and perhaps, in some ways,(by being denied the ability to bear children) also my ultimate punishment. But my reward for this sacrifice is my dildo and my plug in vibrator – both of which are kept locked in his office. He likes to watch me use them and when he gifts me with an orgasm he insists on watching me reach it – and also insists on taking away my toys as soon as I have. The cruellest thing he can do is take them away after only one orgasm – I hate that :mad: but he likes to keep me keen and he knows that if I get too much pleasure, I become lazy and far less attentive to his needs.

He’s not cruel, he just knows how to work me well and sometimes he’ll even leave me with my giant dildo inserted – as long as I promise not to make myself cum. That is truly the most amazing high for me. I once spent 7 ½ hours with that wonderful well stuffed feeling – not able to sit – not able to walk properly, just waiting for him to come home and release me. Of course he insisted on me sucking him before he’d allow me my pleasure but when he eventually touched me I nearly hit the roof. It was the best climax I’d ever experienced and probably goes a long way to explain why I’m happy to live by his rules.

I’m a masochist and denial is a strangely addictive aphrodisiac for me. And pleasuring him, whilst going without myself, is something of a spiritual achievement. I’m not always good and sometimes I feel like tearing my hair out (why I started this thread) for the want of a good fuck but I would be lost without him – we all have to pay a price for our pleasure, don’t we? :)

we do have to pay a price for pleasure. I am sure that was your best climax, i find if i start playing with my self and stop then a few minutes later start again it gets better.. i can't image how it was like after 7 1/2 hours. So wait you get oral pleasure? i wish i could but i have to earn mine, i go down on him. Our masters aren't cruel, i agree our master know how to or not to push our buttons, no pun intended. Sure my master can drive me crazy but thats when he ignores me and such, i think i really care about him and i worry he doesn't have the same strong feelings for me, but i care for him and that is why i submit my self to him. Interesting concept of not aloud to have pleasure without permission... I wonder if i should or shouldn't mention that to master, lol,

I have to say dear...I doubt you will be able to "buy him off". I know that personally, the best part of putting a subbie on denial is when they get to the point you're describing where all you can think about is sex and begging for an orgasm. If he's anything like me....begging is not gonna get you any where except on the receiving end of his laugh.