I just want him to give me an orgasm.

I’m going quietly crazy here, and I know I’ve reached a dangerously volatile state because I sat looking out of the window at a horse in the field this morning, wondering what it would feel like to be plundered by that huge great dangly thing hanging between his legs. It just made me worse!! It even made me consider breaking the lock on my husband's cupboard and liberating my favourite dildo!

It’s only been 4 ½ days since he last gave me an orgasm and I still have a quota of four orals and four anals to fulfil for him before he will even consider allowing me another. Trouble is he’s never around. I woke him this morning with my mouth and put every last ounce of expertise I could into it, in the hope that in his sleepy, pleasured state he might relent and set me free from this agonising ecstasy that he's put me in but he wouldn’t even touch me. (Why the fuck do I have to be so perverse as to get my kicks out of pleasuring him whilst he continues to deny me)

I’ve now got to the point where I’m edgy and annoyed and hyperactive. I just want to pick fights with girls but around guys I feel like a lioness on heat (does he realise how dangerous I am? Did the Postman realise how close he came to getting more than my signature this morning?) All I can think about is SEX and how, if he’s got the time, I might be able to squeeze in another BJ for him at lunchtime. But sometimes he gets annoyed with me because he’s busy with work and then I just get more and more frustrated. It’s alright for him – he’s not the one tearing his hair out for the want of a bloody orgasm.

I’ve even tried asking for the cane but he says he’s saving that for when I’ve fulfilled my quota of sexual favours. He said, if I was finding it hard to comply, he would cuff my hands behind my back for me – I declined. That would just send me totally stir crazy. I’ve made that mistake before and he kept me like it for two whole days.

So, where are all the wise ass Doms? What can I do to break HIS will? What one thing would make YOU relent? Every Dom must have a price? What can I do to make him putty in MY hands? There must be something that you just can’t say no to – even if it’s a nice harsh punishment in return for that one orgasm?