Every Dom must have a price…surely?

I just want him to give me an orgasm. :pray:

I’m going quietly crazy here, and I know I’ve reached a dangerously volatile state because I sat looking out of the window at a horse in the field this morning, wondering what it would feel like to be plundered by that huge great dangly thing hanging between his legs. It just made me worse!! It even made me consider breaking the lock on my husband's cupboard and liberating my favourite dildo! :madfire:

It’s only been 4 ½ days since he last gave me an orgasm and I still have a quota of four orals and four anals to fulfil for him before he will even consider allowing me another. Trouble is he’s never around. I woke him this morning with my mouth and put every last ounce of expertise I could into it, in the hope that in his sleepy, pleasured state he might relent and set me free from this agonising ecstasy that he's put me in but he wouldn’t even touch me. (Why the fuck do I have to be so perverse as to get my kicks out of pleasuring him whilst he continues to deny me):madfire:

I’ve now got to the point where I’m edgy and annoyed and hyperactive. I just want to pick fights with girls but around guys I feel like a lioness on heat (does he realise how dangerous I am? Did the Postman realise how close he came to getting more than my signature this morning?) All I can think about is SEX and how, if he’s got the time, I might be able to squeeze in another BJ for him at lunchtime. But sometimes he gets annoyed with me because he’s busy with work and then I just get more and more frustrated. It’s alright for him – he’s not the one tearing his hair out for the want of a bloody orgasm.

I’ve even tried asking for the cane but he says he’s saving that for when I’ve fulfilled my quota of sexual favours. He said, if I was finding it hard to comply, he would cuff my hands behind my back for me – I declined. That would just send me totally stir crazy. I’ve made that mistake before and he kept me like it for two whole days.

So, where are all the wise ass Doms? What can I do to break HIS will? What one thing would make YOU relent? Every Dom must have a price? What can I do to make him putty in MY hands? There must be something that you just can’t say no to – even if it’s a nice harsh punishment in return for that one orgasm? :d

Oh man, that's got to be torture!

I feel for you, Isabella. I really do. I wish I had an answer...but I don't. :icon277:

i "release" by writing....and have turned out some quality stuff! Frustration is a godawful thing, but i find that i can vent by writing...visualize it, and write it....in minute detail...it's a distraction at best, but i hope it helps

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i "release" by writing....and have turned out some quality stuff! Frustration is a godawful thing, but i find that i can vent by writing...visualize it, and write it....in minute detail...it's a distraction at best, but i hope it helps

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Are you mad? :mad Writing about sex just makes it worse and writing about anything else is plain impossible - I can't concentrate. Mind you, I have, in the past, been able to produce some juicy stuff whilst in this state of mind. :hubba: If only I wasn't feelng so...so...Argh!

Thank the Goddess that orgasm denial is NOT one of Dragon's kinks.

Have you tried shameless groveling? That always works for me when Dragon does his mean trick of letting me buy a glorious pair of expensive shoes, but then won't let me wear them.

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Thank the Goddess that orgasm denial is NOT one of Dragon's kinks.

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Ditto!

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Have you tried shameless groveling? That always works for me when Dragon does his mean trick of letting me buy a glorious pair of expensive shoes, but then won't let me wear them.

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That's heartless. Unbearably cruel. Beyond sadistic. ;)

i know. It's terribly painful for a shoe whore like me to have to sit a pair of Choos or Manolos on my desk for weeks and weeks without being able to wear them. Give me a jalapeno seed enema, just let me wear the shoes!!!

4 1/2 days? That's all? Sorry no sympathy from this subbie.... having gone weeks and even months before his "goal" and my "pleasure" were reached! ;)

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4 1/2 days? That's all? Sorry no sympathy from this subbie.... having gone weeks and even months before his "goal" and my "pleasure" were reached! ;)

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I hate girls :rolleyes:

Just obey him as you really want to and he will reward you ---- eventually.

maybe he's just waiting for you to orgasm in your sleep.
besides it sounds like your really having fun so far. :blurp_ani

Since I have no idea why this going on I can't really advise you.

I would tell him the complete truth and beg him to negotiate this with him or else finish the task.

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besides it sounds like your really having fun so far. :blurp_ani

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Two down ;blo one to go

:aol_doggy still four to go


Sir Russell, you wonder why this is going on - because he can and because I will but that doesn't stop me wanting to get inside his head (excuse the pun) :rolleyes:

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Thank the Goddess that orgasm denial is NOT one of Dragon's kinks.

Have you tried shameless groveling? That always works for me when Dragon does his mean trick of letting me buy a glorious pair of expensive shoes, but then won't let me wear them.

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Thank the Goddess as well that orgasm denial isn't one of my Master's kinks either! I think that one of my Master's kinks is trying to wrench out as many orgasms from me as He can.

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I hate girls :rolleyes:

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*laughs* sorry! Come back in a month and we might have something to discuss! :eek:

Sounds likes he is training you. as a sub go with it. If you trust him as your Dom, believe in him, And let him lead!!!

incorporating the orgasm with a different favorite kink would be the only thing to work for me.

Orgasming in public place for instance... Humiliation is one of my kinks.

or

Orgasming during breath play, as breath play is my major kink.

Though if my resolve for the cum restriction were strong, then any attempt to sway me would only make me that much more determined.

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Though if my resolve for the cum restriction were strong, then any attempt to sway me would only make me that much more determined.

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huh, maybe Isabella should stop blowing her master and see where that gets her.

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incorporating the orgasm with a different favorite kink would be the only thing to work for me.

Orgasming in public place for instance... Humiliation is one of my kinks.

or

Orgasming during breath play, as breath play is my major kink.

Though if my resolve for the cum restriction were strong, then any attempt to sway me would only make me that much more determined.

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When I read this I got a flutter in my belly :cool:


DOMLORD, you're wicked :rolleyes:

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incorporating the orgasm with a different favorite kink would be the only thing to work for me.

Orgasming in public place for instance... Humiliation is one of my kinks.

Though if my resolve for the cum restriction were strong, then any attempt to sway me would only make me that much more determined.

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That and
sue me but that sounds like wicked fun isabella!! :cool:

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incorporating the orgasm with a different favorite kink would be the only thing to work for me.

Orgasming in public place for instance... Humiliation is one of my kinks.

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We're going out - I might try my luck ;)


Three (in total) to go.

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Sir Russell, you wonder why this is going on - because he can and because I will but that doesn't stop me wanting to get inside his head (excuse the pun) :rolleyes:

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Not what I meant, yes he can you gave him that power so that alone says you should just finish the task. What I wonder is what he wants you to learn or is this punishment. I do use cum restrictions as a means to punish, though I prefer to have her walk funny the next day due to having her cum many many times while trussed up so that any but very small movements is possible.

Apparantly I'm a tart! A posh tart, but a tart none the less and, in his opinion, I should be a little more reserved when talking to his friends - and the postman - and that guy who was walking his dog last week. :rolleyes:

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I just want him to give me an orgasm. :pray:

I’m going quietly crazy here, and I know I’ve reached a dangerously volatile state because I sat looking out of the window at a horse in the field this morning, wondering what it would feel like to be plundered by that huge great dangly thing hanging between his legs. It just made me worse!! It even made me consider breaking the lock on my husband's cupboard and liberating my favourite dildo! :madfire:

It’s only been 4 ½ days since he last gave me an orgasm and I still have a quota of four orals and four anals to fulfil for him before he will even consider allowing me another. Trouble is he’s never around. I woke him this morning with my mouth and put every last ounce of expertise I could into it, in the hope that in his sleepy, pleasured state he might relent and set me free from this agonising ecstasy that he's put me in but he wouldn’t even touch me. (Why the fuck do I have to be so perverse as to get my kicks out of pleasuring him whilst he continues to deny me):madfire:

I’ve now got to the point where I’m edgy and annoyed and hyperactive. I just want to pick fights with girls but around guys I feel like a lioness on heat (does he realise how dangerous I am? Did the Postman realise how close he came to getting more than my signature this morning?) All I can think about is SEX and how, if he’s got the time, I might be able to squeeze in another BJ for him at lunchtime. But sometimes he gets annoyed with me because he’s busy with work and then I just get more and more frustrated. It’s alright for him – he’s not the one tearing his hair out for the want of a bloody orgasm.

I’ve even tried asking for the cane but he says he’s saving that for when I’ve fulfilled my quota of sexual favours. He said, if I was finding it hard to comply, he would cuff my hands behind my back for me – I declined. That would just send me totally stir crazy. I’ve made that mistake before and he kept me like it for two whole days.

So, where are all the wise ass Doms? What can I do to break HIS will? What one thing would make YOU relent? Every Dom must have a price? What can I do to make him putty in MY hands? There must be something that you just can’t say no to – even if it’s a nice harsh punishment in return for that one orgasm? :d

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im sure it will sound heartless but i figure if you dislike the lesson, learn it quick *smile*..

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Apparantly I'm a tart! A posh tart, but a tart none the less and, in his opinion, I should be a little more reserved when talking to his friends - and the postman - and that guy who was walking his dog last week. :rolleyes:

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Well Isabella, (and no ill intended) if you've been acting the way you say you have after only 4 1/2 days, I would have to agree with him - if you could be so easily distracted so quickly and require such attention from anyone who walks and even from this thread, I would worry about where your focus really was also - shouldn't you have these wants and desires from him, not everything that passes you by??

It seems to me (and of course I don't know the entire story) that you view your service as required by him as a chore, not something you are happy to suffer for him??

Just an observation from the outside looking in ;)

Absolutely no ill will taken, Mastersgem. I suppose I've used this forum as a friend in some ways. I have no one else to vent my feelings to. I have no friends I can discuss this part of my life with and I've enjoyed being able to speak my mind here.

For what it's worth, I've served my penance and, due to my lack of commitment, I've not received the reward I was promised. I knew this would happen - it's not the first time I've pitted my will against his and lost and I know it won't be the last. It's the way we live and I have to admit that I take some pleasure from my suffering. He thinks I would benefit from total abstention. I think I serve him better with the promise of a reward but a small part of my soul wants to give up my pleasure in favour of his.

Isabella, it is a dance we do yes his pleasure should be foremost in your mind and once that is confirmed yours will be his first concern also.

Vent here because we will understand

girl i feel you. Master has a point system in place and i have to get a certain number of points before he eats me out. I have a long way to go. But anywayz also sex always go the same way, he tells me to start blowing him then when he is lubed up i get on my stomach and i take it in the ass (which isn't that great and does nothing for me). It was maybe last week or the week before that when we had real sex (after i begged and told him i have been a good girl) so we start having sex and omg it felt so good! but we had to stop cause he had to pee then he wasn't in the mood until later so we started again and i got fucking nothing out of it. And it has gotten where i can't get off by rubbing my clit, and i have no dildos but i might get one soon, so i feel you pain girl. I can't remember last time i have had an orgasm (never had one through sex). I might have to talk to my master cause i think he takes advantage of being able to telling me what to do or else. Good luck with your situation.

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Isabella, it is a dance we do yes his pleasure should be foremost in your mind and once that is confirmed yours will be his first concern also.

Vent here because we will understand

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Russell, that's really nice. :)

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HisandHisOnly, I think our men must have graduated from the same school of sadism - we should compare notes :d Fortunately I do have a dildo - unfortunately, he keeps it locked away :rolleyes:

Isabella i would love to exchange notes with you. It's funny last nigth after i posted on this forum i was talking to master and he has changed the point system. The higher the points the better treatment i get, but if do something wrong he starts me back at zero where i don't get treated well and i will l have a punishment. Tell me have you ever actually broken into where he keeps your dildo used it then put it back or did you get caught? We both are tortured souls, lol.

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Tell me have you ever actually broken into where he keeps your dildo used it then put it back or did you get caught? We both are tortured souls, lol.

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Couldn't possibly answer that, on the grounds that it might incriminate me :d

What sort of punishment does he prefer?

I learnt quite early on in our relationship that I wasn’t that good with pain. Yeah, I love the cane and I can put up with a clamp here and there but I can't cope with pain for any length of time. What I really get off on is the denial thing, (no surprises there, I guess) whether it be orgasm denial, loss of use of my hands or complete lock down. But, if pain is involved I know there’s a serious lesson to be learnt and I’ll learn it pretty damned quick ;)

Fortunately, he likes the way I behave - he enjoys my compliance and what I'm prepared to do for him - when I'm being denied my own pleasure.

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Couldn't possibly answer that, on the grounds that it might incriminate me :d

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hahahahahahahahaha no comment.

are you asking me what kind of punishment my master does to me? lately it has been only anal sex and if i have done something really wrong like fail a course then he isn't gentle. When he saids i am at zero points and i don't get treated well that means it will be blow jobs and anal sex cause i want regular sex but i must earn it. He has threatened if i pick up a cigarette he will put cigarette burns on my ass, it depends on what i have done. Also i use to self abuse and he said he he ever caught scare on my body i would have a needle go through my nipples.. i know he means well and that is why i don't do either or those two activities. We are kinda new to the whole BDSM thing so we are trying out different things.

Haha! Our men truly did graduate with identical honours. Mine doesn’t use anal and oral as a punishment but it is all I get – and has been that way for the last ten years. I suppose giving up vaginal sex was my act of ultimate submission to him and perhaps, in some ways,(by being denied the ability to bear children) also my ultimate punishment. But my reward for this sacrifice is my dildo and my plug in vibrator – both of which are kept locked in his office. He likes to watch me use them and when he gifts me with an orgasm he insists on watching me reach it – and also insists on taking away my toys as soon as I have. The cruellest thing he can do is take them away after only one orgasm – I hate that :mad: but he likes to keep me keen and he knows that if I get too much pleasure, I become lazy and far less attentive to his needs.

He’s not cruel, he just knows how to work me well and sometimes he’ll even leave me with my giant dildo inserted – as long as I promise not to make myself cum. That is truly the most amazing high for me. I once spent 7 ½ hours with that wonderful well stuffed feeling – not able to sit – not able to walk properly, just waiting for him to come home and release me. Of course he insisted on me sucking him before he’d allow me my pleasure but when he eventually touched me I nearly hit the roof. It was the best climax I’d ever experienced and probably goes a long way to explain why I’m happy to live by his rules.

I’m a masochist and denial is a strangely addictive aphrodisiac for me. And pleasuring him, whilst going without myself, is something of a spiritual achievement. I’m not always good and sometimes I feel like tearing my hair out (why I started this thread) for the want of a good fuck but I would be lost without him – we all have to pay a price for our pleasure, don’t we? :)

we do have to pay a price for pleasure. I am sure that was your best climax, i find if i start playing with my self and stop then a few minutes later start again it gets better.. i can't image how it was like after 7 1/2 hours. So wait you get oral pleasure? i wish i could but i have to earn mine, i go down on him. Our masters aren't cruel, i agree our master know how to or not to push our buttons, no pun intended. Sure my master can drive me crazy but thats when he ignores me and such, i think i really care about him and i worry he doesn't have the same strong feelings for me, but i care for him and that is why i submit my self to him. Interesting concept of not aloud to have pleasure without permission... I wonder if i should or shouldn't mention that to master, lol,

I have to say dear...I doubt you will be able to "buy him off". I know that personally, the best part of putting a subbie on denial is when they get to the point you're describing where all you can think about is sex and begging for an orgasm. If he's anything like me....begging is not gonna get you any where except on the receiving end of his laugh.