Him

[fallenstar]

ok.. this was written a long long time ago, and i just came across it....
wrote it about an ex, my first bf, my "first love" lol..... how naive we can be..

it kills me to think of you
you're so close but yet out of reach
to think of you with her
touching and kissing
it rips my heart out

how can this happen
everything was fine, was bliss
then She came along

i dont know how she did it
made you love her
when i thought you loved me

you did, didnt you?
but did you really?
all the kissing and touching
utter bliss nothing can describe it

but was it real

i know it was for me
i was never untrue, never swayed
yet im depressed now
i cant think of anything except you
i cant close my eyes
i picture you with her
when youre near me i panic

how can this be?
i love you so much
i cant picture my life without you
my hearts been given to you
what will you do... and what will i do