Hi everyone, I'm Sarah and I am new to this board and bdsm in general.

First of all, I don't particularly have an interest in bdsm but my boyfriend does. He likes me to spanked him hard and dominate him. Even though I spank/dominate him I don't really get any pleasure from it. It just feels wrong to hit someone and at the same time enjoy it.

Why do I do it then? because I love him, it makes him happy, and he's extremely grateful. So my question is "how can I start to enjoy being dominate?"