So I'm sure some of you have seen my past posts about not being aroused by anything lately. Once I have insurance with my company I will definately see a dr, but for now, I have thought of something that might help "spice" things up. What still turns me on is seeing a girl bound, being forced to orgasm while being lightly whipped, over stimulated, orgasm denial, etc. I have a few vibes, but otherwise I'll need to get some things. What my plan is (right now at least), is to take off work early to beat him home, have an enama to make sure I'm cleaned out, take a hot bath with some oils, then strap a gag on, and tie myself to the bed. Course I would leave him a note out where he comes in so he knows what's going on. I'd also leave all the toys out, and let him have his way with me. I want to have some good toys, but my budget is kinda tight right now, so I'm thinking I can spend about $50 tops. I want to get a butt plug (not too huge), I'd love a hitachi wand, but that's outta the price range, a dildo, the gag, some lube, etc. If you have any ideas, I would really appreciate it! I haven't found a sex store in our area, so I'm kinda limited to Spencers, and general stores (Target, Walmart, etc). I was also thinking a flogger, but I've never experienced one. I don't want it to be too painful of a session, as I'm not even sure how I'll react to it. I'm thinking good, well b/c I'm really aroused writing this and planning it, but I just want to take it kinda slow. Any and all ideas are more than welcome! Maybe I can freeze something in the shape of a dildo as well? I'm a decent crafter, have a sewnig machine, and can make stuff if you can think of anything. Budget isn't high unfortunately, so I really wanna watch what I spend my $$ on.