Hi there... I am 30 years old, married mother of two beautiful girls aged 5 and 3. I don't really have a problem but am looking to chat with other submissives in the same situation. I love being a sub and LOVE interacting with my husband as my Master but sometimes I feel kind of alone in our lifestyle because I have nobody else to talk to about it. Absolutely NOBODY in my circle of friends would understand our lifestyle... I feel like I have to hide what we do and sometimes feel well, almost ashamed of it I guess even though it's something I want to do. We have just started taking the sub/dom relationship to the next level and I have joined the Academy and my husband is now assigning tasks for me to perform... I feel wierd (maybe that's not the right word) and don't know how to work our lifestyle into our family lifestyle... does that make any sense? Does it just take time to become more comfortable making that next step in the relationship? Today was my first task and my husband told me to wear nipple clamps off and on for a total of four hours... hidden from the kids, private yet... not private and I felt totally insane walking around the house with nipple clamps on (but don't get me wrong, I was happy to perform the task for him and thoroughly enjoyed doing it). Okay, so now I've rambled on and I'm hoping to find somebody to chat with about being a Mom, wife and submissive... any takers out there? Does what I've said make any sense to anyone? Thanks for reading/listening. It feels good just to type it out...