Pain

I am gripped within discomfort
Unable to sleep
All of my thoughts and all that I am
Are of you
And all I have are questions

Where are you?
What are you doing?
Are you okay?
Why haven’t we talked?
When will we talk again?
Did I do something wrong?
Did the thought of loving me scare you that much?
Are you coming back?

Oh God I’d give anything
Just to wake up tomorrow
To find the words
“I’m okay and I still love you”

It was you yourself that said it best of all
“Simply put
The pain of not being with you
Is unbearable”
But the helplessness of knowing nothing
Is just as bad

I suffer for you because I care