I wanna confess something about myself, I haven't even told my best friend
I have dreams and fantasies of death and extreme torturer..
Confessions

Meeting a tall dark handsome male( who is really a vampire) who seduces me and leads me into mansion to fall victim to him … having him feed on me for nutriment and life… as he steals my mortal life….. Only to rise again to hunt and feed on other humans as I as bring new victims for him….

In searching the net over the last few yrs I have found several stories that has been outstanding and lead to me having more dreams….. Honestly… how can I be a victim if I am willing to be nutriment for the vampires….I ach to feel the life being sucked out of me…..to be part of the dark underworld
Is this sick ...it makes me wet
I have even read stories of execution…. Women being order to be executed….being stripped nude and hung until death…..(….that I want to be hung…..)
I had at one time some short clips/films of women being hung….
I know they were fake and they were not the best quality but I loved them… anyone know where I can download other clips/ videos

Am I a sick bitch or what?

wanting to hear from others.....