Have you ever found yourself wanting desperately to submit even while your mind refuses to acknowledge that you are any way shape or form submissive? You want someone to force you to accept everything that you can't admit to yourself, and to make you enjoy it. If you find someone who can convince you to let yourself submit, have you ever had to deal with the aftermath of feeling like submission was a weakness?

I guess I'm really asking in terms of negative connotations of submission, not on a social level, but dealing with it on a personal level. How would you deal with the fact that you want to give everything that you are to that one special Master, while hating the fact that you want to do so?

What did you do to come to terms with your own desires? What was it your Master did to help you accept your needs and help you to embrace their dominance?