I have a hard time with the fact I lost my sub. I always had a deep desire for her for years. We were friends before anything else.
Over the years she finally left her husband and was with me. I was in heaven, I felt my prayers were answered. We were like kids in love and had so much fun and many fantasies realized. I think I created a monster though and she could not seem to want to be with one person. She went back to her hum-drum life and seemed to always be hiding something or lying. I don't want to seem like I'm whining, I just want to know if any other doms have been through this. I miss her so much and we put each other through hell.
I really believed she was the one. It seems people like us rarely realize our dreams. Feedback from subs would be ok too.
Thanks for listening.
IMADOM