Ok so if i havent said it enough yet, let me say it again. i am under training. yay! *giggles*

This is my first real life 24/7 geared D/s training. Since i've been actively involved in the wonderful lifestyle that is BDSM, the most i've ever really done is some mild online training and a couple real life scenes.

But i prided myself on my extensive knowledge of the lifestyle and what i thought was, a good understanding of what it took to make a D/s relationship work.

Oh my, i was wrong on that last bit!

Now that i find myself in real life 24/7 training, my brat is showing quite horribly and on a regular basis. And it frustrates me because i've always disliked the submissives that proudly proclaim to be "brats". It's ok to be playful, fiesty and so on, but being outright purposefully bratty never seemed to ring as true submissiveness to me.

And now here i am.... being an ultimate brat. THE very definition of a bratty submissive. *sigh and looks ashamed*

I dont mean to be bratty, really, i just can't help but want to test my limits. i'm very stubborn and impatient.... and i realize i have these bad qualities but realization doesnt fix anything.

So i'm posting this thread here in the BDSM life forum in hopes to get some feedback from anyone and everyone about their thoughts on my situation. Maybe offer some advice and experiences.

How did other submissives take to their first real life 24/7 D/s or M/s training? What was the transition like? And same basic questions for the Doms......

thanks!!!