Well this will be my first post on any forum ever! I'm a newbie to this life style & being that I'm on a learning curve and would sincerely appreciate any advice that anyone wishes to give me. About me? Hmm where to begin? I've always known that I wasn't "normal" in a mainstream social expectations type of way. I didn't truly lose my virginity till i was in my twentys and that wasn't a very satisfying expirance. Since then and up till now I've had very few lovers mostly due to mental hang ups about many things but mostly due to my self perceived body image and the thought I was abnormal in my needs. It has only been in the last year and a half that I'v come to the realisation that missing out on what I needed was missing out on life and it was my own doing. So I decided to do some research( got to love the internet ) and that's when I discovered you guys and girls and those of you who are both hehehe. I'm still coming to terms with who I am and what this life style is all about. But I can't but help but feel this is who and what I am. To me there is nothing more beautiful and erotic than a woman giving her self to me completely. I've only had that once in my life and well..that's another story for another time. I'm sure this post is full of spelling mistakes and may be long winded but I ask please be patient and understanding with me as a newbie to all of this it's my hope that I will eventually become better.