Under New Management or Meeting A New Dom

[Jadetiger]

Saracen asked me to post about us in the forums. We met through the BDSM chat and started talking on MSN. I choose him for many reasons but the main reason is he understands that trust has to be earned. He did not require that he had to be my master to start domming me. I am actually a little afraid but also excited. It is obvious that I will be learning about pain but he will take his time exploring this part of me. I didn't really realize how sexy he was until I reread the log. It made my heart pound. I am not sure if it was from excitement or fear or a little of both. I am not sure where this will go but I do know Saracen will take me to places I have only dreamed about in fantasies. Now whether I enjoy it or not will be another things all together.

I can only thank my former master for the time and knowledge he gave me. Without him I would have never started my journey in the first place. I own him my sincere thanks for helping me out of my cage then showing me how to explore my needs and desires.

I will be starting a new journey now. I wanted to post something but will share more about our MSN conversations a little later. I do want to say that I found Saracen a patience, thoughtful and caring Dom but the bull dog clamp does have me terrified, which was probably his intent. LOL

Jade

[Ruby]

Jade,

Congratulations on this new dom and in taking the next steps of your journey through submission.

You are such a prize catch, I'm sure that he will be very pleased and proud of your accomplishments.

Ruby
XXX 000

[Sir Lanceloth]

yay, my day has now become so bright ill need sunglasses im so thrilled to hear this....he better treat you well or ill introduce to him the horrer i so loved in dungeon keeper 2

im looking forward to hearing more jade, your the gal!

[Caitlin]

Jade,

I am so happy for you. Your new Master is a very lucky Dom to have you to guide and teach.

I hope the fantasies you dreamed about will now come true.

Hugs and kisses to you. Enjoy your new adventure

Caitlin

[emmacd]

Great choice hon. Saracen is a fine person and I know you two will be very happy with each other. Trust has to be brought along slowly Emma

Saracen asked me to post about us in the forums. We met through the BDSM chat and started talking on MSN. I choose him for many reasons but the main reason is he understands that trust has to be earned. He did not require that he had to be my master to start domming me. I am actually a little afraid but also excited. It is obvious that I will be learning about pain but he will take his time exploring this part of me. I didn't really realize how sexy he was until I reread the log. It made my heart pound. I am not sure if it was from excitement or fear or a little of both. I am not sure where this will go but I do know Saracen will take me to places I have only dreamed about in fantasies. Now whether I enjoy it or not will be another things all together.

I can only thank my former master for the time and knowledge he gave me. Without him I would have never started my journey in the first place. I own him my sincere thanks for helping me out of my cage then showing me how to explore my needs and desires.

I will be starting a new journey now. I wanted to post something but will share more about our MSN conversations a little later. I do want to say that I found Saracen a patience, thoughtful and caring Dom but the bull dog clamp does have me terrified, which was probably his intent. LOL

Jade

[Jadetiger]

Ruby, Sir Lancelot, Caitlin and Emma. Thank you all for the congradulations.

I don't know about treating me right. LOL My first toy assignment was a zipper and I am still licking my wounds. I highly Do Not Recommend them.

[Ruby]

A Zipper?

Okay, you know I'm just a mini-pain slut. That is way, way, way past my boundries and right up there with the evil steel cane!

How on Earth did you manage to get the zipper off?

Big hugs and kisses to all of you and your tender owies.

[Jadetiger]

Ruby,
The task was to zipper both breasts and I completed the left and then the right by telling myself that I was the idiot that wanted to explore pain. It was a very good task. It made me realized that I was being way to anxious to learn and that I'm not ready for such advanced tasks. The doing the right breast really reinforced this in a big way. LOL

P.S. Coco butter really does help with the marks and bruising. I am starting to lean towards the mini pain slut side myself. whimper whimper

Jade

[Jadetiger]

Saracen tasked me with making a zipper then using it. First my left breast then my right. First my experience with making the zipper.

I will say it was stressful. I had the start over a few times before I finally got it completed. It took me 4 hours to make it and it didn’t really turn out well. It is my firm belief that the Dom should have to make the toys that he will use to torture his sub with, that way at least he gets to feel some of the pain.

Saracen had stated to start at the nipple and work my way out in a spiral then once complete to pull them off like a zipper. He said to start with the left breast first then to do the right breast.

I started with my left breast placing the peg on my nipple. It was already sore from our nipple play from the night before. I realized that I may fail the task. My nipple hurt and I didn’t think I could keep the peg on it for long. I started attaching the other pegs as fast as I could gritting my teeth as the pain in my nipple keep growing. I stopped for a second and took a couple of deep breaths to try and relax a little. My hands where trembling so bad from the pain that I was having a hard time handling the pegs. I tried to focus and grabbed the next peg to continue. It took what seemed like forever to get them on. I realized then that I was not at all turned on by the pain and that I really didn’t like this at all. I knew the worst was yet to come when I got to the end and had the pull the string. As I pulled the pegs off there was a feeling of bruised and torn skin. I kept telling myself that I was the stupid one who wanted to explore pain. By the time I got to the nipple I hated the zipper and was extremely unhappy with myself for not realizing what kind of pain the zipper was going to cause. I pulled the last peg off. I have to admit that I was pleased with myself for not saying all the bad words I was thinking in my mind out loud.

The right breast was even harder to peg. My fingers just didn’t want to work. I stopped trying to make it look like a spiral and just concentrated on getting the damn pegs on so I could get it over with. I knew then I was not a true pain slut and torture was really something that did not turn me on but I would finish my Dom’s task. Saracen deserved my best effort. When I started pulling of the pegs I realized what a silly child I was in regards to the BDSM world. I now have an even deeper respect for those would can endure this kind of pain because I am not one of them. I resisted the urge to throw the zipper in the trash and instead put it in a drawer as a reminder of all the things it taught me about myself.

I have to thank Saracen for my task. It open my eyes to many things about myself I did not know. I do have a very strong submissive nature that forces me to want to complete my tasks to serve my Dom. That I am not a pain slut in any sense of the word, as I understand it. Pain does not turn me on nor is it a mental challenge for me. I truly felt stupid for continuing my task and the only thing that made me complete it was the fact that I wanted to earn Saracen’s respect.

New Jade motto: Be careful what you wish for. You just might get it.

Jade