My First Experiences

[Priapus]

I was in my third year at York University when I met Audrey. I was dating a girl named Gerri at the time and we had been fucking for about a month or so. I confessed to Gerri after a particularly heated bout of love making that I would love to spank her. She assumed that I meant a few polite little love taps on the bottom. She giggled and thought that would be fun. I knew she had misunderstood by the casual way she joked about my request. So, I brought out some magazines. These were my personal jerk-off collection. They showed women trussed up with their beautifully caned and stripped asses, their tear stained faces. I had been drawn to this type of porn since I first started to play with myself.

I would imagine their tight bottoms quivering under the strokes of my cane. I could hear them begging and crying. I would force them to commit sexual acts which were humiliating and degrading and I would become the complete Lord and Master of their wills. I would see how far I could push them. They were to surrender completely to my every depraved whim. I longed to spank them…to hurt them. I wanted to spank and torture their asses, their cunts, their sensitive tits. Leather, corsets, knots, school girl outfits, flitted through my masturbation fantasies. I longed to force a pretty and shy girl to perform for me with myself and others. If it was filthy..if it was humiliating…I wanted to make her do it. The more repulsive it was to her, the more I needed to bring it about. I had never tried to enact my darkest desires. But they were growing and festering within me. I had broken off three sexual relationships since coming to college because the sex was not satisfying for me. I decided that I would broach the subject with the next one and Audrey was my first attempt at doing so.

She leafed through the magazines in horror. “You are sick. She spewed.” I went into the kitchenette to grab a beer and heard her ranting as she dressed and she stormed out of the apartment. I felt somehow elated. I had expressed my desires and I felt superior to her in a strange way.

The next day was Saturday and I was going to rent some videos and do some reading and perhaps even get started on a history essay that was due Wednesday. I was surprised at ten o’clock in the morning by a knock on my door. There was a cute and petite girl standing awkwardly at the entrance to my flat. “You don’t know me. I…I’ve seen your picture …but…but I’ve never met.” She was looking down at her feet and taking quick furtive glances up at me. “I’m Gerri’s roommate. She…she came home last night in a terrible state. She was crying and ranting and told me all about you and your magazines and all. She was so angry.” Then she offered her hand in greeting. “My name is Audrey. I’d like…I’d like to meet you.”

I was trying to register everything that was going on. Did this mean what I thought it meant? I took her hand and pulled her into the apartment. She did not resist and I was emboldened and completely aroused by this. I stood her in the middle of the room then brought out a kitchen chair and placed it a few yards in front of her. I sat down and stared at her. She was looking down at her feet again. I had fantasized over a situation like this so often that I knew exactly what I would do. Could this possibly be happening I wondered?

“Did it excite you? What Gerri said?” I questioned her like a vice principal. She nodded her head. “I said, did it excite you?”

“Yes,” she said. “It excited me.”

Both of our faces were flushed: mine with arousal and hers with shame. I motioned for her to turn around and show herself to me. She was petite and had a lovely pert little ass which thrust out the back of her plaited skirt. Her nipples were erect and her breasts not large but definitely ample. Her hair was dark brown with blond streaks and highlights. Her eyes were a fascinating hazel color. She was all together delicious.

“Did you finger yourself thinking about it?” Here she turned crimson and just looked at her shoes. I thought I saw the slightest head nod. “DID YOU FINGER YOURSELF THINKING ABOUT IT?”

“Yes.” She blurted out. “I fingered myself.”

“You fingered what?” I prodded.

“I fingered my pussy thinking about you spanking me and using me.” She looked straight into my eyes as she said this.

“Your cunt. Tell me you fingered your cunt.”

She maintained eye contact. “I fingered fucked my cunt.” She lost her nerve at this and again returned her gaze to the floor.

“How long have you had these desires.” I was cold and meticulous in my questioning.

“Forever. Forever. I’ve always wanted to be spanked. To submit. To be forced...” She was close to tears as she made her revelation.

I held up my hand and stopped her in mid sentence. I stared at her for a long time and let her feel uncomfortable and uncertain. Then I went for it. If she complied, I knew I would soon be fulfilling my ultimate fantasy.

“Go into the bathroom and remove your panties. Then, get right back out here. Now.”

There was a fleeting hesitation then she scurried into the bathroom and returned almost instantly. She stood again in the center of the room and I motioned for her to approach me. Audrey walked slowly up to me and stood between my splayed knees.

TO BE CONTINUED

[angelic.zest]

OMY!!! VERY Interesting!

maybe you can take this into story part of the forums...Very good! thanks for sharing i really enjoyed reading this

[kinky.kristy]

Yes, please do continue....you've got me wanting to hear more and more...

[Rhabbi]

Very nice story, love to hear the end of it.

[Sir_Russell]

Me too

[jeanne]

Me three.

[Sir_G]

Damn, I hate to be continued stories....*drums fingers on the desk waiting*

[Logic1]

Damn, I hate to be continued stories....*drums fingers on the desk waiting*

couldnt have said it better myself!
good start on it though.
story or RL, it is a good start in any case

[Priapus]

Thank you all for the welcome and the encouragement. I am not sure where to place this thread. It may become quite lengthy. The events are based on my experiences but of course manipulated and abbreviated for effect. You have suggested that I transfer the thread to the stories section. I will finish writing the first experience today then look back to see if there is any advice from you. Thanks again for the welcome.
Priapus


As she stood before me, I ran my hands up and down the inside of her thighs. “Look at me.” I insisted. I felt the delicate cool flesh of her inner thighs, allowing my hands to merely brush her labia as I kneaded the soft tissue. “Spread them. I want complete access.” I slapped her inner thigh as I gave the order. She widened her stance. “Hands clasped behind you. And keep looking at my face.” I began to pinch the sensitive inner thigh. I stayed in one spot and delivered nip after nip. “Does that hurt?”

“Yes sir.” She replied keeping her eyes on mine. I liked the sir response and knew I was dealing with someone who had also played out these fantasies. I continued to pinch her repeatedly with my left hand and my right cupped her cunt.

“Your cunt is soaking wet.” I remarked casually.

“Yes sir.” She responded and started biting her lower lip. She beads of sweat were forming on her brow. I was nipping and twisting the same piece of flesh from her inner leg.

“Do you want me to stop hurting you?” I asked politely.

“Yes and no sir” she replied. I let go of the skin and but immediately went to the other thigh and commenced the pinching. My right hand palm was pressed against her cunt and moved the flesh back and forth. She let out a huge breath of air as I stopped pinching her left thigh then sucked in again as I went for her right.

“You trim your cunt hairs, Audrey. Do you do it in front of a mirror?”

“Yes sir.”

“You are a horny little slut Audrey. Who do you expect to enjoy your pretty trimmed cunt Audrey?”

“I just like the look of it like that sir. It’s for me.”

“You are a liar as well as a slut Audrey. In my desk over there, you will find a wooden ruler. You are never to lie to me Audrey. Bring me that ruler and position yourself over my knee. Do it.” She trotted over to the desk and returned with the ruler. Offering it to me.

“I’m going to spank you for lying to me and probably to yourself. You are a little slut who wants everyone to see your cunt that you are so proud of. You will admit that when we are through.” I patted myself on the lap. “Come, come. Get into place.” She stepped sideways and bent over my left knee. I flipped the skirt up over her back and admired her taut and vulnerable bum. “Legs wider, I like to see your cunt peeking out at me.” I began to explore and rub her adorable ass. I spread the cheeks and inspected her pulsing little anus. I spread her cunt lips and examined her precious little clit and butterfly. “Sometimes, Audrey. I will tie you up to spank you. Today you will just clasp your hands behind your back and you will keep them there throughout. I am going to spank up and down the back of your legs, your ass and even your pussy. Do you understand?" I moved the ruler over the body parts as I mentioned them. I was grinding my stiff cock into her hip and was aflame with both lust and power.

“Thwack!” I brought my arm down as hard as I then stopped to see the red welt form on her pure white ass. I did the same again, then again. Each time I watched the stripe form. Then, I lost control and began raining blows up and down the back of her thighs: all over her ass. I even reddened her cunt lips. I remember telling her to stop squirming. I remember asking her if she was a horny little slut. I remember asking her if she wanted to show off her cunt. I remember her sobbing yes and trying in vain to stop wriggling. They are snatches of memory but on the whole I was lost and deep in my darkest soul. I punished her glorious bottom unmercifully.

Reality returned when she was kneeling between my legs in supplication. Her face was tear stained and she sobbed out a confession that she did in fact fantasize over showing off her cunt. She asked if I would please forgive her.

I pulled her head forward and into my crotch. I offered her the back of my hand to kiss. I had her thank me. Then, I let her cry. Her cheek pressed against my raging cock. I would show her how to service my dick after she calmed down and after I enjoyed her subservient pose. I stroked her hair lovingly as she cried.

[pixie_dust]

Mmm...very hot! I can't wait to hear more....

[Austerus]

Hey Priapus, thanks for providing us all with such a great story If you are looking for feedback/advice the best place might be in the Feedback/Reviews section of the Authors portion of the forums. If you would like to share it with a wider audience, I bet you could commit it to the library and Rabbit or Tiger would get it posted to the main stories page for you. Hope that helps

[Priapus]

Thanks Austerus
I will post it in the Authors/Feedback section as you suggested. I must commend all of you on this site for your friendliness and your support. You are the finest group I have ever submitted to. Thanks all of you.

[Sir_G]

An awesome story to be sure Priapus and as I have said I hate to be continued stories because I often forget to check back or just plain forget. But this has captured my imagination and hopefully if you do move it I will continue to enjoy it.

On a personal note I think it is appropriate to be posted here in this section because it is drawn from your real life experience and the title of the the sub forum is after all MY BDSM LIFE. Just a thought. The mods here are excellent and I wouldn't do anything till they say/do anything.

[Priapus]

I don't want to upset the format and structure of this amazing site. I will take the advice of SirG and post here. He assures me that the moderators will advise me if they decide that I should move elsewhere. I understand what Austerus is saying about varying audiences and feedback. Thanks to both of you for your advice. It took me a time to decide to write this out and I do feel comfortable with the readers of this section. This is writing is as much for me as for anyone else.
Thanks


Audrey was gently rocking now with her cheek nestled in my crotch, and was emitting a purring sound from deep within her throat. Her feet were tucked up under her like Copenhagen’s famous “Mermaid on the Rock”. She alternated between nuzzling her cheek up and down my stiff cock and then kissing it gently through the denim material.

I was studying visual art and still earn my living as an artist and designer. Images and their impact are my primary language. So, as horny as I was, I let the scene linger and took in the curvature of her neck, her spine, her bottom and her legs. I, as in some ironic perspective, viewed the tableau from across the room. I was intimately connected and removed from the situation simultaneously. This feeling returned again and again as I delved into my sexual urges. I was as aroused as I had ever been in my life. I had punished and dominated this girl since she entered my flat and now along with the lust for control, arose a need to protect, to cherish. This paradoxical feeling would also become a very familiar and intense part of the life I was embarking upon.

The eroticism of the situation finally fanned my passions to the point where my cock must be attended. “Take it out.” I ordered Audrey and thrust my hips forward to clarify my wishes. Audrey’s bird-like hands gently unzipped my fly then unsnapped the clasp of my jeans. I slouched back in the chair to allow her access. Gently and tenderly she reached for the waistband of my underwear and folded the material back and under my scrotum so that my cock and balls were pointing and waving wantonly in the air. She looked up at me with round and expectant eyes. I knew she was awaiting further instructions. “Touch it, examine it.”

He hands delicately moved over and about my enraged dick. She lifted my balls and studied them then she worked her way up the shaft, taking care and memorizing the veins and folds. The head she studied intently and softly squeezed the hood till the eye of my cock opened up and she observed and noted all with enrapt attention. I could stand the delicate and intense sensations no longer. “Suck my cock,” I told her.

She again laid its length against her cheek then began to kiss. At first soft little kisses of affection which soon evolved into passionate lingering lover’s kisses. Finally she began to tongue my cock and balls hungrily. Moans of desire sounded from deep within her throat. I did not last long after she took the head and half the shaft into her mouth and acted like a girl possessed. She applied a deep intense suction and her tongue worked furiously up and down the shaft and head of my cock. She was fully up on her knees now and her head was bobbing with increasing speed and force. My hips bucked and thrust into her mouth as she came. Slurps and muffled coughs and gags from her and animal grunts from me filled the room. “Yeah, keep sucking, yes suck that cock.” I must have screamed out more demands but remember little.

I pulled her up and onto my lap, and pressed her head into my chest. I stroked her hair and kissed the top of her head. We both rocked now. I can remember thinking even then that Audrey was addictive. The intense longing to cradle her was new and soul moving. We stayed like that for at least an hour. My limp cock was still free and her bare bottom was exposed but we were more intent now on the cradling.

Our coos and whispers… all of mine delivered into her hair and all of hers’ into my chest were about ourselves. She was studying English Literature and as I was to find out later had an off the charts IQ. She had researched and studied her sexual inclinations and was to prove a source of endless insights as we learned together and eventually with others.

[pixie_dust]

More, please!

[Logic1]

good stuff. you should really make it a real story and post it in the library imo

[Sir_G]

Intense, amazing, touching, raw, bloody good.

More please.