I squealed in pain again and this time I yanked myself away from him and fell to the floor on my stomach. I quickly curled up in a ball and covered my face with my hands, sobbing pitifully. I had reached the end of my rope, I could take no more without completely losing my mind. All was quiet for a moment as I wept and tried to cover my most tender parts with my hands, then I heard his shoe scuff the floor beside my face.