hello, my friends call me fish. i am a medically discharged/retired staff sergeant in the us army. after being emotionally hurt i locked myself in my room for over 2 years. now that i am getting the help i need i am finding a new side of me that i have never noticed before. i am finding that i like biting and being bitten on the neck and thighs (not hard). i love to be scratched and whipped (also not hard) but i am finding i can not find a place to actually "fit in" so i am basically living two lives. in one life im this soldier who is recovering from war. in the other i am crossing the threshhold of a whole new world, that i am completely lost in. so if any one has any advice or suggestions please feel free to post them or email me. thank you very much.