i have been asked to keep a daily journal & early in the relationship, had been reluctant to do so. sheepish mentioned that sometimes it's hard to write down the thoughts you have in your head & i find this to be very true. somehow, writing things down makes those personal things too real.

i try to write in the journal as if he weren't reading it...that way, i'm writing for myself and not in a coy or untrue way. but sometimes i do find it difficult to even be honest with myself about newly-found submissive feelings. writing in the journal helps me sort out these things and his response to the journals always keeps us better connected.

hmmm...writing as punishment, though? i had to laugh at the image flashing through my head of you singing the jeopardy theme song, dragon's muse in that specific situation.

cookiecat