Saracen asked me to post about us in the forums. We met through the BDSM chat and started talking on MSN. I choose him for many reasons but the main reason is he understands that trust has to be earned. He did not require that he had to be my master to start domming me. I am actually a little afraid but also excited. It is obvious that I will be learning about pain but he will take his time exploring this part of me. I didn't really realize how sexy he was until I reread the log. It made my heart pound. I am not sure if it was from excitement or fear or a little of both. I am not sure where this will go but I do know Saracen will take me to places I have only dreamed about in fantasies. Now whether I enjoy it or not will be another things all together.

I can only thank my former master for the time and knowledge he gave me. Without him I would have never started my journey in the first place. I own him my sincere thanks for helping me out of my cage then showing me how to explore my needs and desires.

I will be starting a new journey now. I wanted to post something but will share more about our MSN conversations a little later. I do want to say that I found Saracen a patience, thoughtful and caring Dom but the bull dog clamp does have me terrified, which was probably his intent. LOL

Jade