I was not abused at all as a child or as an adult.
I like the feeling of being bound. And I love the feeling of submitting - the loss of ego for myself.
And as I take more as he pleases, I feel both extremely vulnerable and strong. And proud to be his so completely at that moment. Let's not forget proud.![]()
Yes, lots of reasons to like it.
And I don't defend my choice in this to others, because I don't talk about it with anyone outside the lifestyle. And my everyday friends are sooooo vanilla, BDSM never comes up in our conversations anyway. They can barely talk about sex or their relationships in general, except to piss and moan about their husbands. It's sad, actually.