Three weeks ago I was invited to a fetish gathering, which I was unable to attend, and began researching BDSM more in depth than my dalliances in the past. Two weeks ago, I discovered that my aggressive outward personality hides a scared submissive longing for direction. Last week my friend began to lavish attention upon me. Last night I gained a Master in my friend. I can't wait to see what happens next week!

I am a 28 year old married female who wants to learn how to find herself, and is just beginning the journey. My husband is not my Master, but my Master bids me to be good to my husband, and I will work hard to make them both happy. As I am COMPLETELY new to subbing, any advice is good advice :-)