What do you find humiliating?

[yama]

Thanks for bringing this excellent old thread to top, dear cbtme2, i would have never found it without you, and i find it exciting. I am surprised how various our emotions are, someone feeling no humiliation at all where i find strong humiliation. A nice gentleman who was torturing me a bit online said that i was a little pain slut, because i always thanked him for the pain he was inflicting on me. Well, i think i am rather a little humiliation slut. My thanking him was self-humiliation. Even when posting on a thread like this i feel a craving to go around on my knees and kiss everyone's feet. I have this feeling now.

My dominant girlfriend has a trick which i feel extremely humiliating. She employs it very rarely as a surprise. For example, she ties me for whipping and says: "You get four lashes, honey." After enduring the fourth one, when i expect to be released, she continues and gives me seven altogether. (Or more.) "I didn't say you wouldn't get more, dear." I am strongly aroused by that. The feeling of being exposed to her whim, being completey at her mercy, not even knowing how many more strokes i will get, is a very deep humiliation for me, and makes me kiss passionately the whip, her hand and her feet when it is over. Sometimes it gives me an orgasm.

Thank you for your kind attention.