Quote Originally Posted by Just A Girl View Post
There's a kind of bitter irony in coming back to this thread tonight.
I started by talking about how my Master handles my flaws...
However, I think I'm about to loose my Master simply because of them.
I recently lost someone really close to me... it's made me go a little bit crazy, push my luck and generally abuse Master's kindness at this time.
It's scary how the very thing that cares for my shattered self can just as easily switch and shatter me into even smaller peices...
My thoughts are with you. I thought for sure I would lose my boyfriend over Christmas for somewhat similar reasons, and while I didn't, we're still on shaky ground. I wish I had some wise words of wisdom to offer, but I don't know how I'm still hanging on.

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