I stagger out of the clinic ,its all been a game between Stephen and Eve ,how many times had they done this before , I stumbled through the halls ,across the great room sobbing ,I had no idea here to go or what to do
I could only think about Stephen ,he was my rock ,I had nothing else or no one else to go to ,I found myself at his office door ,falling in lying prostrate on the floor ,

Do with me as you will ,kill me ,please I don't want to live ,please put me out of my misery .I felt a hand on my shoulder ,then under my arms lifting me .