Free will or the lack there of can have an intense
effect in the enjoyment of BDSM.
Having to surrender yourself to your body and mind
and being forced to allow those to betray all that
you may want to maintain some element of control over.
Knowing that he or she will take the reigns of power
within their grasp and use it against you to force
the ultimate of submission from within.
That which we call "Le Petite Morte" or tiny death,
the orgasm.
Creating the desire, the overwhelming need to let
our bodies give way to this purest of passion.
Taking that from us so that we no longer have a choice,
that free will to say NO, no more!!!
Until we beg them to never stop, to drain us and use
our human forms and devour it like the female preying mantis
who consumes her lover after their mating.
This consumation of our will to resist torn from us
and we pray it NEVER stop!!!
I know you've been there.