To Uncle Ed *big hugs*

To Timberwolf,
i get what you're saying. With my Mistress it's so easy to let my guard down, break down the walls and let Her see my emotions, especially the crying. She makes me feel safe and protected but yet i still feel weak when all the crying is finished. i have vastly improved in the last few years but i have been known to bottle everything up for weeks alot of times for months. Then, as Uncle Ed put it, the dam breaks and i'm an emotional wreck. Weird!