Hiya Asia, WB, its been dull without you an straight away, here's a Asia dilhemma! lol.
Darn these older men, they get everything! I wouldn't worry about it. It must hurt but think about this. A funeral, your man's dad more or less, your uncle's real dad, alcohol, grief, this thing you have for forbidden stuff and churches and dom older men. It all adds up. And you have done the right thing for now by finishing with him because you cant tell him. But people who are really in love, and it sounds like you 2 really are, get over these things. What he doesnt know wont hurt him. Hes lucky to have a lover like you who has been faithful for 10 years in the first place. Good to have you back!
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