Hi Rosie,
You have nothing to be ashamed of. There's nothing wrong with being only interested in older men--like andibabe said, they can be "damn sexy". Harrison Ford, Pierce Brosnan, Mikhail Baryshnikov...yummy. But, to be fair, men of all ages can be equally appealing, in my opinion.
I can't say I feel exactly the same way as you do, but I am engaged to a man 23 years my senior. When he and I met, I wasn't looking for an older man (actually I was trying quite hard to avoid anyone more than 10 or so years older than me), but I decided to keep an open mind and give him a chance. Much to my surprise, we clicked and ultimately fell in love...and now I'm stuck with him.![]()
Though my experience is limited, I've been with Doms who were twice my age and those who were just as young as I was, and I can't conclusively say I preferred one age group over the other. They all had their own unique personalities, and personality has always mattered more to me than a Dom's age. But that's just me and my experience.
If older men are what you want, then go for it and see what happens.
-acissej