Thank you all. I'm sort of like Bratty and ID Crew Dog. Trust has always been an issue for me, but a couple instances have made me throw the wall back up and toss trust out the window. Everyone tells me to start small. I can't even seem to start trusting 'at all'. Thankfully what brought this on again wasn't a physical thing... and I thought I was actually getting better till last week. Then the one person who I had tried trusting did something to severely break that trust... and that was physical. I guess now I've had all those trust breaking issues done to me. Sometimes I think it would be just simpler to keep alone, raise my critters, tend my garden & house and go to work.

Well, I have to leave to take my DD to college.... Ya'll have given me something to think about on the long drive home.

Ds