I'm not sure it was as intense as sub drop...but who knows. It wasn't limited to the mere situation, though. Humiliation and my obvious love for it is something that I find hard to come to terms with in general. I just find it hard to understand how this can make me hot and to just sit back and enjoy the ride...

Oh, and I understand about the asphyxia issue...it must be scary as hell to have such a huge responsibility.