Thanks, brattyone...it's good to know I'm not going crazy, lol

How did you get over your panicky feelings? You know, as much as I love to rely on Master (or the TM in that case, too) to set my head straight afterwards and make me a happy sub again...I'd love to find a way to deal with this myself. He's not always there when I'm tasking, can't be since we're online. Will it just take practice to feel more at ease with those feelings?