Bravado... or lack thereof

[vistana]

my problem is I can talk all nice and good online but when I get to real time my nervous and anxiety make me all thumbs.

Same... he was entertained. Said my lack of eloquence was cute. Cute! hmph...

Really, I cannot complain. Well, not seriously. I have been with this guy twice now, on Friday and Sunday. Friday he discovered I was ticklish, which resulted in a struggle and violent take-down. Ended up buck-naked and whimpering while he was composed and fully clothed. Played with me for a while, said, 'You didn't cum, did you?' and then 'Good. Get dressed, we need to get going.'

i think I stopped twitching about 4 hours later.

Then today I spent several hours hanging out with him and a couple other people - and he was fun and solicitous - actually pulled a chair out for me at the restaurant, which succeeded only in making me very nervous. Eventually we got alone and I got a heavier rope bondage experience than I've done in the past and man! Now I know what people are talking about! Very very lovely, and some nice marks which my roommates were kind enough to pointedly ignore after I got home...

Add in some gorgeous bruises on my breasts and I am one happy camper. I am having a very good time with this guy, he's finding my buttons, not trying to do everything at once, and we're both having fun.

Excuse me, I need to go admire my bruises again.

[moptop]

i think I stopped twitching about 4 hours later.

Excuse me, I need to go admire my bruises again.

oooh I'm all squishy inside! I'm selfishly pleased you didn't have anyone to share with right then... we can all enjoy the pleasure and the lovely pain you're going through...

alas and alack, no decent paddle was found, although I hefted a heavy leather flogger for the first time and now very badly want to be hit with one... it'll just have to wait until they're either less expensive or we have more money.

Isn't shopping together just such fun? Now you're official boyfriend-girlfriend, you can both start saving together for your future, which surely your mum would approve. Although she might not have quite the same future in mind...