I know you wrote this a while ago, but I had to comment...lol
There are some people in this world who believe that for a male (and in some cases a female) to have emotion is a sign of weakness.
Emotion is what builds a person, gives them a character and a purpose.
Do not lose what you have gained in your insight and experience.
Cariad, has said it in the best words possible.
I do not know you well enough, but those around you will agree. It is a fair statement when someone has come to that realisation.Now that you are an emotional man, we have won.
cariad