Hello,

My name is echoes, I am a 42 year old female submissive and I have been in one relationship with a Master/slave which lasted a year…giving such an opportunity to observe as well as participate and learn.
This Dominant said I showed strong slave tendencies to which I am not quite sure what was meant by this.

I have been away from BDSM for 2 years since but this summer when the children went away I began a project of making various floggers (they are not the best but it felt good making these and feeling their caress on my skin as I tried each out) and bought some nipple clamps on chains (broke them shortly afterwards  ) so i ordered a collar with an O ring and chains and clamps on it…I dream of being teased and tortured mercilessly, yet knowingly and lovingly…am I a masochist? I am not sure yet but hope to find out.
I bought ropes of assorted sizes, chains, hooks, looking at how to make a few more things…yet I do not think I am brave enough for self-bondage, I would probably get caught up and stuck! Oh heck I am already stuck!

I look forward to learning as I read through the forums and participate as I learn more.