Submissive Journals

[cookiecat]

i have been asked to keep a daily journal & early in the relationship, had been reluctant to do so. sheepish mentioned that sometimes it's hard to write down the thoughts you have in your head & i find this to be very true. somehow, writing things down makes those personal things too real.

i try to write in the journal as if he weren't reading it...that way, i'm writing for myself and not in a coy or untrue way. but sometimes i do find it difficult to even be honest with myself about newly-found submissive feelings. writing in the journal helps me sort out these things and his response to the journals always keeps us better connected.

hmmm...writing as punishment, though? i had to laugh at the image flashing through my head of you singing the jeopardy theme song, dragon's muse in that specific situation.

cookiecat

[storm]

i have been asked to keep a daily journal & early in the relationship, had been reluctant to do so. sheepish mentioned that sometimes it's hard to write down the thoughts you have in your head & i find this to be very true. somehow, writing things down makes those personal things too real.

cookiecat

I often used to find that if writing things I wasn't quite ready to fully accept myself.

You might want to try writing the journal in third person (ie. he/she as opposed to I/you)

As stupid as it sounds, i often find it easier to write a 'story' as opposed to a 'diary'

Not sure if that will help ...

[Dragon's muse]

hmmm...writing as punishment, though? i had to laugh at the image flashing through my head of you singing the jeopardy theme song, dragon's muse in that specific situation.

cookiecat

Honestly, i don't reccomend it. But he opted writing the sentences for the punishment because he was laughing so hard he would not have been able to swing any implement very hard.