As per my welcome above we all look forward to your stories. I can assure you that my reviews are usually quite detailed.

As per your observations that you are dominant in most areas of your life, but have some aspects where you are submissive. Kraft Ebling in his classic studies of masochism noted that most closet masochists are hard driving dominating personalities. Although not one of his patients, T. E. Lawrence (Lawrence of Arabia) was later revealed to exactingly fit the mold.

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