Lately, I can't beleive you much I do NOT want to submit. Some of you know I am going through a very rough divorce, a custody battle from hell, and a hell of a lot of other factors in there to. Somedays, I am so overwhelmed with life that I don't want to submit. Other times, I crave it. For Master to take over and lead in the direction i need to go.

As to what Ozzy said, there are time when I need for Master to take back rather than back off. Then there are times when I need him to back off and stay off for a little while. Mostly depends on what has my upset that will determine this.

Does a submissive feel submissive all the time. Hell I sure hope not. A submissive needs to be unsubmissve at times to keep things in balance. Some days, I am in comando role when I am doing things around the house or that require a more assertive role. But when with Master, submissiveness comes naturally. That's not to say, there aren't times when I haven't gotten unsubmissive with him. A time or two I have had to more assertive in my desires and feelings so Master can understand what is going on with me. Then he is better able to understand me.