Your poem brought a deluge of tears and of feelings i know all too well. i know the pain and heartache that grips your heart and soul.
It never really goes away but at some point...you become stronger and you deal with it better. Then there comes a day when someone comes into your life and takes it all away. i know you can't see past the pain right now, but you will.
This is a great place for support TW and everybody here cares about you.
*hugs*