I stand again tormented, biting my lip hard as the clit clamp sends waves of pain right through me. I blink hard as I serve myself some food slowly, trying to catch my breath and control myself, without losing it completely.
I turn to Sir and smile a small smile as I slowly move to my place on the floor. Wincing as I kneel back into position, I try to eat something to settle my nerves and distract myself from the pain.
I look up at Sir and smile, watching Him eat, glad that He's enjoying it. I drink my wine a little too fast, as I contemplate my response.
"The task went well Sir..." I paused, then looked at Him. "The dildo was much larger than what I am usually used to. With regular use, I probably would become more accustomed to it. But it did hurt to start with."
He nods.
"It was difficult walking up and down the stairs of the dungeon Sir, as each time I moved up or down the dildo pushed in me deeper each time, and it stretched me.
He takes a sip from his glass.
"Cooking naked was hard Sir, occasionally I got heat burns from being too close to the oven, and got oil splattered on my bare skin, but I survived, and did what you asked."
He turns to watch me.
I tremble slightly "The ass plug was a little hard to get in at first. It had been a long time since I used such toys. The pain is something I need to get used to. I am thankful that we aren't around many people Sir, because when I put the clit clamp on I couldn't suppress my screams. It was very painful and sharp pain shoots through every time I move."
He nods again.
"I feel confused Sir. I am terribly sore, yet I love doing this. The feelings running through me are of lust and intense pain. even though it is a punishment."
I watch him reach for more food and resume eating.
"Sir?" I pause.
He turns to me fully, His eyes upon mine.
"I am willing to do whatever Sir wishes me to do, to redeem myself in His eyes, and regain His trust. This is something that is important to me and must be done, for the guilt that is within me must be eased." I take a big breath. "It has been a while since I have engaged in such activities, but as I recall I do still have a few things that as a submissive I have trouble allowing." I shiver at the recollection. "Needle play, animals and scat are my main issues, as well as wax play being a soft one that can be tested on. As far as anything else to be considered a limit, I am yet to experience it and may require further assistance in realising if there are anymore."
I lower my head, and wait for Him. Allowing both of U/us a little time to gather O/our thoughts.