BDSM interest as a child (lengthy personal post inside)

[fighter_and_writer]

If you are not religious, why do you feel it is wrong for you to explore these things. obviously its hard to read toned and such from a post on line, but you sound like you want to be above physical need, like you want to be a sexual and not need sex or gratification or dark lustful thoughts, thats atleast how i read hte post based on some of your wording and such... i could be totally wrong... but its part of human nature and not something easy to deny....

That's right. I just know that affectionate and sexual experiences are not for me. It's largely an issue of independence. It's not hard to ignore these feelings.

Thank you very much for your thoughts.