Hey guys, nice advice, but sadly, i don't think it can work. Let me explain:

As for her not dominating, she knows what I want. She is simply not a dom. As a male sub, when I spread a girl's legs to fuck her missionary, I feel a mix of confusion and boredom. I don't know how to please a girl by going hard and rough... it never came natural to me, because I find it boring and I absolutely hate it. Now how can I blame her for being the same way? She's tried to dominate me, but she wasn't figuring it out or very into it. In short, she won't dominate me because she isn't into it and is lost when she tries to. If I blamed her for that I'd be a hypocrite.
As for the relationship, which is why I started this thread, I heard answers like "be open and honest!"... I wish for the love of god that would work. I tried to be open, and here's what happened: I told her I loved her but wasn't "in" love and she yelled at me and ran constant guilt and wouldn't stop calling me, even at 4 AM, and sadly she doesn't have too many friends, as I got her away from her friends who were all bad people. Basically, it's at the point where I'm her social life aside from her family, so when she's sad, she calls me. EVEN IF SHE'S SAD BECAUSE I BROKE UP WITH HER!!! I swear by now, I'm thinking of using her belief that I'm gay... and just running with it. FINE! I'M GAY! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? FUCK SOMEONE ELSE, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD! You know, it's one step easier to do than faking your own death. Then again, if her view of men who like strap ons being gay is accurate, I am a flaming homosexual!