I've had times when i just didn't want to submit. One time, it really angered me to submit...

Maybe I should explain.....

Over Christmas, i didn't have much money to get Master much of anything, anything at all in fact. I wanted to get him something...anything...I did have cash on me, but I was traveling and I didn't want to use my cash, just in case I would need it for something. I called Master to ask him if I could charge a purchase to my checking account. His first response was why would I need the money. I didn't want to tell him it was because I was getting him a Christmas present so I tried again on explaining there was something I wanted to get and would like to write a check. He knew I had cash on me. He also knew I had money in my account. He insisted to know what I had that I needed more money than what I had on me...although i didn't tell him what I was getting him, I did tell him it was his Christmas present. He told me no, I couldn't get any money from account, and that he didn't need anything. But I insisted. He insisted as well, his response, "you know how I feel about this." I did purchase the gift...but not by using my checking account. I used the cash I had on me.

One..part of me was like...this is MY account and I'll purchase the gift. I really struggled with that for a couple of days...