I am a submissive female in a M/s relatiionship. My Master and I have lived together 24/7 but recently I moved out due to business and personal reasons. He and I still have a very strong relationship. The move had nothing to do with the relationship. We still have found ways to continue the relationship long distance and to see eachother as often as we can. Though, it does get difficult, at times.
Recently, he gave me a task. For an entire day, I was not allowed to give myself anything but "gentle touches". This might be fine, for most girls, but I am an extreme pain and humiliation slut. The day it happened, I ended up having to face that "gentle touches" turn me ice cold and I do not respond to them well in any way, shape or form. So, being terribly frustrated, mica suggested I come here and introduce myself. I guess, because she felt I would be among people that might be able to help me or at least accept me the way I am as I still (after many many years... I have known I was a painslut at 6 years old) have trouble accepting what I am and that I need extreme pain and humiliation just to get me even aroused.